Life...

I was a person who always lack of confidence. Last two month there was someting happened in my life that I cant forget in my rest of my life. That was a camp at taiping and I was reppresentative student council to attend the camp. There was a section who we need to give 8 minutes speech. I have totally ready my mind to give the speech but unfortunately i failed in doing that. I try my best but i cant even come out my words although i had ready my speech. It is because i saw many and my friends are better than me. After that one of the lecturers asked me some question "Do you like childrens? " " why you want to become a teacher?" I cant control my feeling , I cry out and i told the lecturer i dont like be a teacher it is a force to me from my my parent, but i like children.My friends and the lecturer shocked when i said i dont like be a teacher. They are the one who i told that i dont like to be teacher. The lecturer tried to advice me and my friends try to cool down.And the lecturer called me not to think negative and try to think in positive and said " Everyone in our life is all the same, the matter is we want to do or want to work out or not. After i listened to that advice I felt better and I try to cry as loud as possilble to relax my mind and my strain. Actually these was a challenges for me. After the incident, i try to think prositive and try to built up my self confidence. I try come out to speech infront of my friends. I still got a little lack of confidence. But i am trying to do my best to achive my goal. I want be a good teacher, confidence, can gain the students' knowledge and moral values. I want my evreyone of my student excels in Moral Values. I will try my best to work out for it and try to face the obstacles.

Friend that hurt me badly ....

Two days ago there was something had happened in my life. I was so sad and upset. Someone had hurt me badly till i feel i was lost all my confidence. Fortunately i always think God will be with me. One of my friend is a person who has high confidence and like to comparing with each other. He hurt me badly and he was too disgusting. He always thought he is the best amongst the class but he is not. As i said everyone is the same ,the different is we are lazy or hardworking. Everyone has their own good and bad personalities and charateristics. So, why we want to compare. I still remember my teacher told me " if you want to versus the people the first person you want to versus is yourslef. As well as we are a teacher we need to be more mature in thinking and always be profesional. Dont try to hurt people and compare with people is not good for the people who have religion. As well as God said we need to be humble although you aresuccess. I am very sure everyone has their own religion and they will have same concept with it. So try to work out with something that is positive in our life.