Challenges coming to me.

Sometime i think by myself is it couple life suitable for me or single life suitable for me. Although the guy treated me good but a relationship not only involve two person it need to involve our family member and friends. I felt like very uncomfortable with this situation. I want everything completely. But there are many problem that I need to face it by myself no one understand my problem. In my study part i think should be well but my family member how am i going to face them ! Sometime they said this good sometime they said that bad it doesnt gives me a guide just bring me a big problem. I want a family which is can guide me and not problem or scolding me or lecture me. Since i was small until now i was 20 years old my family member less give me support they always think i cant do it well and incompletely. It not fair to me as a 20 years old girl. They always say i change. DO THEY KNOW WHY I CHANFGE !!! I think they do not know. What to do this is my life I need to face it also. Luckily, my life now has someone really understand me but not much . So as well as I am still living in this world I need to face all the problem that i meet in my future.

Someone came to my life

Year 2008 December 2008 , someone has came to my life and I found my life become more cheerful and happily. I know him through network but I heard some people said love through network will not long lasting. I can really show you that the fact is wrong. This guy came to find me when he start to know me and interested to me. His hometown was in perak but study at perlis who willing came to my hometown seremban to meet me which is take 9 hours. I was very appreciated what he did to me . Because of we know in the internet I got abit of scare of he is trying to lie on me. But fornately he is not and he bring me a big change in my life. I think he is the one i found in my life. As a human being we can't predict the future so let see what will happen next.... For now we are still mantain our life which is living happily. I hope we have a bright future.